Akhirnye mampu bernapas sket lepas sepanjang last wik bizi! Tapi this Friday dah kene present, materials aku tak prepare lagi ni... Trr trr. Bak kate sv, 'monday syndrome' - malas nak wat pape! Ngehe.
Oh aritu ada staf iperintis dtg tempat aku nak fix network cable, dia terkezzut bile tengok aku nye tenet's speed = 100 Mbps. Hehe. Aku tanye dia, biasanye brape? Dia kate - 10 Mbps! Hahaha!
Incik Sayang datang jumpe aku akhirnye on Saturday... Lege gile... tatau nak kate cemana. Just when I thought, I would never be able to see him again... Sampai2 je dia tanye aku, nape la yayang sayang sangat kat b??
Aku pk lam ati. Apsal aaa aku sayang dia camni? Apsal aku still nak try lagi? Apsal aku tanak givap?? Maybe I'm just soooo used to be with him. Maybe I'm afraid to get to know other man in my life. Maybe I can't let him go after he knows too much of me, and I know too much of him... Maybe the thought that he will not be there, kills me. Maybe when I tried to live without him for a minute, I feel like I've lost everything. Maybe because I know he'd make a good husband. Maybe I can't stand the thought of seeing him hand in hand with other woman. Maybe because I love him, yeah maybe it's plain true love I don't know. I just love him... I really do!
Aku tanye dia balik, dia sayang aku lagi tak? Dia kata 'sayang....', tapi ayat dia cam tergantung. So aku tanye dia, 'sayang, tapi???'
Dia cakap, "Sayang... Tapi... Sayang...."
Kalau orang kate love alone is not enough... Aku nak jugak kate, love alone is enough. Because when you really, I mean really love someone, then love will make other things happen. You can tolerate beyond reasons. I want to be a woman full of patience, at least for the one I truly love... At least I'm gonna try my hardest this time...
I'll undergo whatever it takes to make him believe, I'm definitely The One for him... No doubt about that. I love thee so much... I'm really sorry that you have to go through all that... Skarang... Aku cuma nak jaga hati dia sebaik2 nya... His priorities will precede mine... InsyaAllah.