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Thursday, November 23, 2006

I was freaking, shaking, mad at her. I thought I can eat her alive thinking back of how much I was mad at her. I hope I can eat her brain out of her skull and still, I will still be mad at her. Yeah, this is Hannibal Lecter typing. Played this stoopid flash game in attempt to channel my anger to something other than human. Stupid, but engaging. How cool is that?

When I least expected it, her msg suddenly popped up, and that's when I replied back, with firmer words, single-meaningly, if ever that exists. I didn't negotiate but I argued. Just go watch the movie 'Thank you for smoking' and you'll get what I mean. I guess we don't get much when we're trying our best to negotiate and be flexible about it, do we? Just argue things out, and people will notice ur points. Well that's what I am now, baby!  

So, kependekannye, sumer setel dah! Dah tak marah, maka leh cakap bahse melayu .

Yg tatahan nak glak time ngah tensen2 tadi tetibe ada sorang tersesat msg aku kat irc td. Aku gune nick lain time tu:

[01:38] <bhai> hello
[01:38] <bhai> matt..
[01:38] <bhai> u there
[01:38] <bhai> matt
[01:38] <bhai> u there...??
[01:39] <bhai> daii... fucker
[01:39] <chishNfips> hey
[01:39] <chishNfips> its not matt
[01:39] <bhai> opppss!!1
[01:39] <bhai> may i knw who is this... im sorry
[01:39] <bhai> my fren told... this is matt
[01:40] <chishNfips> no..
[01:40] <chishNfips> not me
[01:40] <chishNfips> :)
[01:40] <chishNfips> lady here
[01:40] <bhai> owwh...
[01:40] <bhai> im reli reli sorry
[01:40] <bhai> veryy sorry...
[01:40] <chishNfips> issokay
[01:40] <chishNfips> ]fairly understood
[01:40] <chishNfips> :)
[01:40] <bhai> thanks...
[01:40] <bhai> im reli sorry
[01:41] <chishNfips> :)

Glak jap, cemana leh silap tah!

Lupekan kisah di atas. Aritu aku call Kak Da ckp aku rasa aku nak keje time coti ni, so maybe aku balik umah lamat. Tak semena2 Kak Da aku terus diam! Smpi aku kene cakap 'oit! oit! ada tak ni!'. Kakak aku just ckp 'Haa...' it was very un-her! Bile aku tanye, "Tak boleh ke?", kakak aku jawab, "Aritu dia jugak yg macam excited sangat nak balik...". Last2 bile aku rasa aku cam cakap sorang2 je, aku ckp 'oklah... tu je nak cakap..' -  kakak aku, tak cakap babai2 terus letak... Sedey gile.   

Kalo tak, time2 biasa kitorang jenis tak pnah series kalo becakap. Kalo once ckp series tu, tau la mesti ada yg tak kene. Dah lah biasanye kalo aku call, stiap kali nak letak tepon musti kitorang cam, "Yu lah letak dulu... Ai tunggu yu...", kakak aku lak, "Hihi ngade... Yu lah letak dulu..." dan berlarutan sampai memasing fedap dah. Uhuuuuu!  So aku bajet, dia sedey sal aku kate nak keje dan tak balik umah le kot... Aku lak takleh nak explain secara bes, nape aku nak keje, sbb Kak Da dah terdiam camtu. Sebenarnye bknnye konfem lagi pun aku nak keje. Aku just cam, nk tanye pendapat dia time tu.

Kekadang aku rasa, ishk2 terkongkong la jugak at this age. Dalam masa yg sama tersepit, ngan rasa tanggungjawab kat family. Kesian bile pk Kak Da aku sorang je yg dok umah jage mak ayah aku. Mmg la mak ayah aku tak la uzur gile skang nih tapi still, sume mende akak aku yg kene setelkan. Tak kire lagi sal well-being kakak aku sendrik. Aritu tingat kakak aku cite, mak aku nangis suruh kakak aku kawen. Mak aku cakap, jgn lah sebab mak ngan ayah aku, kakak aku takmau kawen... Kakak aku kate mmg dia pk, kalo dia kawen, sape nak jage mak ayah aku? Sbb tu dia kate dia nak kawen ngan org yg tadek mak ayah ngan tadek umah, so that dia leh dok ngan mak ayah aku... Huuu  Skang umur dia dah 34 pun, bile dok kat Kuantan, mmg dah lebey had la tu... Kalo kl bleh la tong-tong lagi. Ishk2 kesimpulannye... Aku akan balik kuantan dulu. Cuti 7 minggu, maybe dok umah 5 minggu, then balik sini awal 2 minggu so that ada projek utk menjana duit bleh dilakukan.

On a separate note, aku rindu incik sayang sangat2... Skang stiap kali call atau sms, dia ulang2 ckp kat aku, "B sayang yayang sangat2 tau... Sayang lagi tak kat b?". Cam tau2 je lately aku rasa serba tak bes ngan faktor geography nih... Eniway aku harap dia consider utk datang jumpa aku kat kuantan nanti. Tringin nk spend masa lama2 dengan dia dalam keadaan yg 'legal'...   Dan nak masak2 utk dia. I hope he'll put his effort on that. Aku taknah invite memana boipren aku dlu datang tido ke rumah, so with that I hope he'll see I want him to be the last. And THE ONE that I want to end up in marriage.

 




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